lemons

when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade.

what kind of idiot said that... when life gives you lemons, you throw it aside and look for something sweeter, like an apple, or a banana. but why is it that i keep trying to make lemonade out of my lemons when i don't have the ingredients. is it time for me to give up on my lemonade and look for something better, something not so bitter? but it feels like i'm trapped, in a lemon orchard, if thats possible, and no matter where i go, all i get are lemons. maybe, stupid thing to think, maybe, i'm just a lemon guy, maybe i was meant to be a lemon guy, or not. two pieces of the same puzzle should fit together, maybe i'm not a part of that puzzle. right now, it feels like i'm not part of any puzzle.

allergies, dilemmas, and bloody noses

so basically, today during 2nd period while watching the inauguration, i got a nasty nose bleed. so i went to the bathroom to take care of it when i saw that blood had gotten on my white polo. since i couldn't take it off, i was just walking around with blood stains on my shirt, like a little child, quite embarrassing. and then the whole day i was sneezing, had a runny nose, and my eyes were itchy/puffy. yeah.. sucks. and now i'm right where i began, scratching my head what the heck i'm supposed to do now. i hate the wind.

forgive me jesus

so yeah i'm kind of sneaking on breaking my fast but yeah... this teeny little blog entry can't hurt right? :P well... a lot has happened since my last entry, and i'm not going to go into detail. but basically, i didn't get a fresh start when the new year rolled around. but now, finally, i get my fresh start, so wish me luck as i kick of this new year!

2009

you can break my heart, you may take my friends
but as the new year starts, that has to end.

i have a good feeling about this year, lets hope it is