lemons

when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade.

what kind of idiot said that... when life gives you lemons, you throw it aside and look for something sweeter, like an apple, or a banana. but why is it that i keep trying to make lemonade out of my lemons when i don't have the ingredients. is it time for me to give up on my lemonade and look for something better, something not so bitter? but it feels like i'm trapped, in a lemon orchard, if thats possible, and no matter where i go, all i get are lemons. maybe, stupid thing to think, maybe, i'm just a lemon guy, maybe i was meant to be a lemon guy, or not. two pieces of the same puzzle should fit together, maybe i'm not a part of that puzzle. right now, it feels like i'm not part of any puzzle.