retreat

well, this was probably my first winter retreat ever, and it was... different. not better, not worse, just different. the last night wasn't the usual cry, and pray session. i took a lot of time just thinking and sorting my thoughts. and i've reached a conclusion: God can be, and is, very punctual. sigh, i just have to keep reminding myself, that it really is going to be worth it. God loves me so much more than any human being can love, took me a while to really grasp this. God loves you :D